Helping out my baby brother.

The very new year

                         First of all thank you, if you are reading this and a very happy new year to all. 

      I'm going to start afresh, be more open to who i am, what i go though, my likes and dislikes. This will be my little outlet away from people i usually associate or interact with. my little sanctuary.

 In this 2013 it started off with a bang. Well....... not really a bang but it was summed up by everything that i love. 

My sisters, my cousins, my baby dog, and my best friends. We all danced away from 2012 and stepped into 2013 in style. 

We danced to the tune Ganman style

then to a very crass but fun filled bollywood song

Some, breezer and vodka 

Because it wouldn't be really fun without it.

This is just January but it has been a great start.

I really hope it stays that way. With One direction 

music video releasing with so much hotness oozing out from all the boys.

                To harry Styles breaking up with Taylor who i don't even consider significant. 

This year i want to encourage anyone out there to be brave. I you happen to like someone stop shying away and be brave. 

I have always hide and run from my crushes. This time, finger cross ill get what i want. wink wink***

                                        Oh Zayn Jawwad Malik how i wish you are single and waiting for me. Sigh***

 

Back to my point, is that the most your crush can say is no. I'm not trying to be all yolo. no!! i hate the word yolo. Its annoying and insignificant. (I get distracted and i'm all over the place i know)just be a go getter in anything and everything. Stop waiting for things to happen Make it happen bitches xx 

Count your blessing name them one by one

Yes.... thats my title and thats exactly what I'm going to do.

Well, the reason being that i have been feeling really low, starting with my self esteem, my education, my future career, future.... i can go on and on.

So instead of complaining all the time i for a change going to write something good.

1. My pucko (thats my pet dog's name) is now living with me.

2. I love my crazy sisters

(Jackie) (Ashley)

3. I absolutely love fashion designing course that im taking up.

4. I discovered very cute new male models (this is going to eat up most of the pages and sorry if they are not so new)

what a lucky tomato. sigh * (Freddie Rayner)

(Sylvester Ulv Henriksen)

(Ross Crawford)

(Simon Kotyk)

(stas svetlichnyy)

5. I'm designing a Greek gown in a fashion show.

randomness continue...

continuation of my random topic.

So last time i was talking bout how i admire beatles

and oasis

there are lot more but ill prefer it short and sweet.

moving on to somewhat new

there is Cold play

then there is lily allen

okay there are lots but let me cut it down..

let me also introduce you all to this band called the midnight beast

they are bunch of youtubers who got famous..

they are such a laugh...

enjoy listening to them...

IM GETTING BORED TYPING ... so ill end it here.

next month im going for a holiday so will have lots to write about..

KISSESSSSS

Randomness

okay today im going to blog about random things that i watched.

first of all let me say that im a FAN of Jane Aldridge. The collection of Shoes, Clothes and accessories she owns. Her job is every girls dream.

few of my fav pic of her

i love the dress and the bag...

but this is like my all time fav... i was so inspired by this attire that i bought a long skirt which i never imagined i would in a zillion years.. impossible made possible...

so to my next random topic

i jump into models

Gahhhhh!! i tell you models is something i envy... I hate you but i love youuuuu...

my obsession for models growing more and more.

some of my fav.. some ill not tell... the ones that i dont share is my fav :P

Ash Stymest.. youth can kill too.. love the tattoos... britilacious... basically from Britain.

other one is francisco Lachowski. He is a Brazilian.. i got a thing for countries starting with the alphabet B..

luke worrall.. again British and all the above are in their teens...

George Craig. Again he is British, in his teens but he is not only a model but a musician too...

talking bout musicians let me end with the model fiasco.

lately i have been listening to lot of music.. mostly by British artist. I AM CLEARLY NOT OBSESSED WITH BRIT i just happen to like it thats all

let me start with the oldies... Utmost respect to the beetles.. i love John Lennon.

been listening to

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RlsZMt2T-mQ&feature=related

Beatles: let it be

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6hzrDeceEKc&feature=related

oaisis: wounderwall

that is all im going to write.. im freaking exhausted. i went to the market in Sarogini. i call it the UNITED COLOURS OF SAROJINI.

i can get all clothes starting from MANGO, BILLABONG, ALDO, FCUK, PROMODE etc at a wapping cheep price, the best part is its original not China made.

Not going to tell what i bought. HA.

ill continue with my random music collection.

crash course

Finally blogging.

Note this people, this is my first blog and I'm going to wright bout all random stuff that I'm sure every1 knows and hear bout like life, food, fashion, God and everything else.

This is the truth bout my reality. Whatever i start out eventually ends a failure. Thats the bummer bout my life. It always starts out promising but always crash and burns. Hopefully my blog would not end like that. Let me elaborate bout my experience of crash burn and again crash and burn. Its my little crash course of life's bitter medicine.

There are so many but lemme tell you guys bout my youtube experience. I'm passionate bout singing and youtube looked like a good platform to sing. So me and my sister decided to sing a Korean song (i know what am i thinking why not English) which was very difficult as well as painful task of learning the language, after learning it we decided to upload it on youtube. (you can check it out on http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJC1KqsTFUU) Everything was going fine, until my sister lost interest in singing so eventually i gave up on the whole idea of singing on youtube. I just gave up too quickly. (By the way i made the youtube story short). It would take forever if i wright bout it.

The second story is bout a band named Sketch. This band just happened and i thought at least I could sing on real stage with the help of this band. It was a break from my monotonous life of boredom and nothingness. I had too much expectations out of it. But to my disappointment we never got along. I could never be me around them and i was too afraid of me being judged musically. I tried my best to keep the band alive, i even cooked and brought food. which i usually abhor. I put my ego aside (which was the most difficult task) and kept on askingwhen we could jam. Time and again i did what i could but not a single did i got to perform. After many months of talking and discussion and practice it just didn't work out. And though we have not declared that we have disbanded we have stayed out of each others life. I still don't know what lead to this but all i know is i did what i could and Im content now.

I want to convey to you all that its never the end until it really is so always try hard and try to fight the crash and burn system because after many crash you can actually soar like an eagle.

This bout it. Cant right any more but will try to bog not a promise but a heartfelt hope that ill bog again if something good comes up.

Ps: still in search of the band. wish me luck