Thursday, 18 February 2010

crash course

Finally blogging.
Note this people, this is my first blog and I'm going to wright bout all random stuff that I'm sure every1 knows and hear bout like life, food, fashion, God and everything else.
This is the truth bout my reality. Whatever i start out eventually ends a failure. Thats the bummer bout my life. It always starts out promising but always crash and burns. Hopefully my blog would not end like that. Let me elaborate bout my experience of crash burn and again crash and burn. Its my little crash course of life's bitter medicine.
There are so many but lemme tell you guys bout my youtube experience. I'm passionate bout singing and youtube looked like a good platform to sing. So me and my sister decided to sing a Korean song (i know what am i thinking why not English) which was very difficult as well as painful task of learning the language, after learning it we decided to upload it on youtube. (you can check it out on http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJC1KqsTFUU) Everything was going fine, until my sister lost interest in singing so eventually i gave up on the whole idea of singing on youtube. I just gave up too quickly. (By the way i made the youtube story short). It would take forever if i wright bout it.
The second story is bout a band named Sketch. This band just happened and i thought at least I could sing on real stage with the help of this band. It was a break from my monotonous life of boredom and nothingness. I had too much expectations out of it. But to my disappointment we never got along. I could never be me around them and i was too afraid of me being judged musically. I tried my best to keep the band alive, i even cooked and brought food. which i usually abhor. I put my ego aside (which was the most difficult task) and kept on askingwhen we could jam. Time and again i did what i could but not a single did i got to perform. After many months of talking and discussion and practice it just didn't work out. And though we have not declared that we have disbanded we have stayed out of each others life. I still don't know what lead to this but all i know is i did what i could and Im content now.
I want to convey to you all that its never the end until it really is so always try hard and try to fight the crash and burn system because after many crash you can actually soar like an eagle.
This bout it. Cant right any more but will try to bog not a promise but a heartfelt hope that ill bog again if something good comes up.
Ps: still in search of the band. wish me luck

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